Need help
My name is Bram and I'm new here. I don't know where to begin. At first, I was thinking about suicide, but as soon as I heard about MTF transition, the transgender community and especially all those youtube-posters, I was certain of opening an account here and get some help.
First things first. I like the name Evelien. it's a name quite common around here, but I love it. second, I need some help. I have been looking around on various web shops for patches or pills (preferrably patches to be replaced 1-2 times / week) containing provera etc. I found 2 webshops which ship without prescription. 1 of them is not shipping to Belgium, but they are to a lot of other EU countries. the second one is offline (for now?). I don't like visiting a doctor. I live in a small village with about 5000 villagers, there are only 2 doctors and they like to drink [alcohol]. My parents have a pub, and they kinda know everything. So that brings us to the second problem, I can't go to a local pharmacy. I am 22 now, and living (still) with my parents as long as I'm in school (master education). I am graduating next year in june (if everything goes well) - I wanted to tell everybody then, when there are already a few noticable changes (that's in 11 months to be exact). So my biggest concern now is how to get a hormone therapy, which I can get without local doctor, without my local pharmacy. as I already mentioned, most web shops need a prescription (don't have, can't get) or simply don't ship to Belgium.
In other words: I am looking somebody who I can trust, who I can pay [monthly, bi-monthly, quarterly] and who will order and forward the hormones to my adress in an enveloppe that doesn't say "drugstore.com" (or something similar) but rather something to do with electronic goods, like replacement batteries etc, or just a blank enveloppe (so no logo of drug stores).
Ofcourse, this won't be for free. You'll get 10 % on top of the drugs+shipping. So total price*1,10. I don't really know how much it'll cost, but I'm calculating 100 euro / 2 months; total cost is 600 euro per year then? *10% = 60 euro, just for the hormones to be shipped to me. that's about 80 USD.
is anybody interested? Please help, I've been looking for a solution for weeks - if not months, and I'm feeling really depressed :'(
Love xxx
Evelien (now just Bram, sadly)
